I fiddled around with some ideas.  I got tired around 7pm and ordered dessert and coffee, then found a second wind and went back to rose/Rose.  Is that capitalized?  Is Internet still supposed to be capitalized?  What about Indian?  Why isn't "capitalized" Capitalized?  I might be a little drunk.  I've been thinking about my "uniform" and talking about it with Ali.  My uniform is changing from subtle/feminine/cowboy button-up and blazer (if it's cold) with jeans and square-toed shoes to long sleeved patterned t-shirt and skinny jeans/pants.  I don't know if my new uniform is better or worse.  I guess it's not about better or worse, it's just about me.  & which is more.  And now, I'm in a period of change and that change needs to be expressed through fashion.  Because that's the rules.

I just need to change, or rather, revert to my core self, and I am responding both to the desire to improve my fashion without straying too far into my impression of pre-explored fashion.  And now that I'm in NYC I feel like I can just buy things and make them work in Seattle.  Is that cheating?  I have strict rules regarding cheating which I cannot break.

Oh.  Part two of the evening aka socializing calls.